The Life Of Erald Creighton

NS

alright...im going for NS aka National Service...next tues..and this might be my last blog..i'll be away for a long period of time...
Just before my NS i have some health problems already...which i cant breath properly..i have no heart disease..nor lung cancer etc...my my back seems to be painful..anyway..im gonna miss some people..my friends..and family..umm..thanks guys you have taught me alot of things...and Joan you're really a nice person..thanks..im gonna miss you badly :( anyway im gonna miss cindy and vinxi too..friends for 2 years already..gonna miss you 2 badly as well..and my pri sch guys..yea thanks men.. alright thats all...and good bye take care.

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 4:21 PM


Life

hmm nothing happen...didnt turn up for classes again...lazy real lazy..but gotta work hard for someone..so i should buck up..im currently sad right now...i know you and him were over...but when i saw something...i felt jealous...hatred...anger...i cannot control myself..but baby imma wait for you and work hard for you...I loved you...very very much...you are Cute...Humble...Lovable...Obliging..Everlasting...girl..i've ever met...*muacks* at our adorable cheek. :) but..calm down will ya..you are kinda pissed.. :(

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 11:47 PM


I dreamt...

last 2 days...i had a dream...I dreamt about I was having some family time with my wife..and 2 daughters..in a shopping mall...so i went away..for a few minutes..and when i turn back they were gone...i had a call from some unknown person..he said he had my wife and daughters..i got angry..he said surround them he planted time bomb..so i quickly find the location..after my investigation...i found the place..i fought the kidnapper...and rescue my wife and children..then i ask them to hide in a safe place..while i go kill some more..so it was like a movie...i shoot then do stunt shoot again...while the fight is still on..the police arrived..they protect my family as their job..so after battling for hours..i cant really remembered if i got injured or not...but..after that i came out of the carpark..they saw me happily..so i hugged my family...

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 9:01 AM


Im tired of being myself...

I am Psychologically tired...and also physically tired..I just dont know what i might become...rain all day..Im really really tired...I have all the below..and i am tired what i have been doing...I think my friends those whom i trusted...are all gone...I dunno if i will die a lonely death...

Symptoms

If you have persistent tiredness you may have:

* daytime sleepiness and a lack of energy
* loss of motivation
* poor concentration
* difficulty making decisions
* feelings of depression

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 8:50 AM


welcome Good Spirit....goodbye evil self.

yesterday i realise...i must do good things..so everything goes back to normal..so i stop all the siful things i did..and start over again...God is with me..so i know...so not gonna care about dirty stuff..and go on with good life...and I still Miss my Cuteee..i wanna be with her...forever...did something good today..this blind sining and...i felt guilty just by passing him..so i turn back 3 packets of tissue cost 2 dollars..but instead i gave him 4 dollars..actually i dont want his tissue..but then i thought about it few miles away..hmm..theres a lady beside him..she said i havea big heart..i felt better..and everytime when i do something good..i will look up into the sky..so today i went to NS medical booking..and..suppose to meet 414 at sentosa but i didnt turn up..i woke up late..around 3pm..i slept at 5am..lols so..yea..actually i lazy to go..but long time nv see them..so yea but still didnt go =.= but i was waiting for their call..but then so late le...so nv go..ah nvm..my facts..sun tanning is not my type. :)

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 9:44 AM


Love Life Next Part..

Oh Cuteee...I missed you so much..I have plans for you..just wait for me..Everyday and night i have always think of you..I always see my phone because theres your face..every min..every min...i will remember you..by calling your name...you are so pretty and smart..i dont mind you are 15 now..and i am 19 but..we still can get along...oh ya..i dreamt about you..we were in a class of 6...then the teacher show pictures of character from any movies..so the first one was Irene Adler from Sherlock Holmes..so i shouted Irene..then next pictures...all you answer lols..so smart. next is Japanese history...while the teacher was teaching we both were talking then..we put our heads together..becauee our class theres a guy so annoying..bad attitude..so my darling was observing him..and she whisper to me i know who i will hate le..so i asked who..she whispered to me..Dont tell you. :D i was like..baby so bad.. :( then i was lookling outside theres a Japanese Folklore Character named Momotaro the peach boy statue standing outside..then it move!!! baby and I were shocked and ran away.. then i got a phone call from Singtel...damn it! anyway...i kept smiling after the dream..I Love Cuteee!!!

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 1:25 AM

Do my trusted frens treat me as frens? a question for me.

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 11:29 PM


Recently (March)

haven't been updating blog...and..hmm..i havent been going to school..firstly im lazy..i had sleepless night..when ever i lie on the bed...i kept toss and turn..i think its itch mites..yea i feel itchy on the back..but only in the day i can sleep well..and when i sleep..in the day..i totally forgot about school..thats why im absent this few days..but im need to go tomorrow..if not get debar..i need the ite cert to go for my career..and i've been staying in house...like a useless bum looking for food...sigh...my life...is like a rubbish dumb..i dunno why am i here man...i shouldn't be here..oh and secondly why i didnt go school is because..im tired of everyone. some people there are damn childish...i dunno why im inside with a bunch of...kindergartners..once you go in there...you deserve to be bullies..and they will say "im playing" come on man....its college NOT freaking Pre school..gees...i did study myself at home...ok thats all bye.

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 1:44 AM


Love Life

Cuteee...im really sorry for what i done to made you angry 2 years ago...but i still love you though. i still remember the day i started falling in love with you is when you went overseas...I was listening @My Love@ by Westlife cos we love the song so much..I sang along while i cried..Im glad you came back safely...im always worried about your safety. I still remember the first time we met..you gave me 3 mentos..you drop them on the floor we both pick it up..and i accidentally touched your hand...and gosh it felt..so smooth..and warm..the 3 mentos you gave me..is in my time capsule..although its already melted but still in good condition. hmm though i did lost feelings for you..but after all i still go back to you..dont you think its fate? yea..? no matter what..I love you..i wanna love you more...although you are not around.but i can feel you..its like you are touching me...i can even imagine putting my head against your stomach...and you put your hand round my head..it feels so real...when ever i sleep..i hug the bolster..i always imagine hugging you...one day...just one day you will appreciate me..I LOVE YOU.

Erald Creighton praised Jesus at 1:30 AM